Dear You

Dear you,

 

If I might choose, I would gladly hold you in my arms and never let you go

If I might decide, I would surely cut this episode and go for the happy ending

And if I might dare, I would obviously punch you and kick you and fist you then hug you tighter than ever

Because I love you

As I need you in this life

 

But at this very moment, I only might do nothing

As I’m eager to crack somebody because of you

As I’m too sick to be the part of this drama or pretend to be okay while I’m totally not

 

I’m sorry, for all things that’s happening between us now

I’m sorry, for all things that I’ve done to you

I’m sorry, for all things that make us hurt and cry

I’m sorry, for being what I’m now and what you’re now

I’m sorry, maybe, for saying that I still love you

 

As always…